~你不知道的事~

有很多事....你都不知道....
想念你的时候，我静静的，默默地在角落想你.....
这些你又怎么会知道呢？？
喜欢你....但....在你身边有许许多多英俊潇洒的男生.....也因为这样.....让我失去告诉你 “ 我爱你 ” ， “ 我喜欢你 ” 这些话的勇气 ..... 但....这些你也许都不知道.......
有时候.....我觉得我有点傻了.....喜欢你又不敢告诉你....但....每次都喜欢在角落....偷偷地....悄悄的.....望着你.....看着你....看着你那美丽动人的眼神....以及你那甜甜的微笑.....这样我就满足了......
虽然很想你能当我的女友.....但.....我有机会么？？
这些你通通不知道.....深怕你知道后....你会不理我.....连朋友都没得当......
偶尔听着王力宏的《你不知道的事》，丁当的《我爱他》，林俊杰的《一千年以后》，郑源的《一万个理由》，黄品元的《你怎么舍得我难过》，以及林宇中的《旋律》/ 《MELODY》..... 都觉得有所感触.....真傻.....这些事你又怎么会知道呢？？

你也不会知道我此时此刻正烦恼着我应该不应该把我对你的感觉告诉你....真是矛盾哪.....哈哈哈哈（傻笑）

值得吗？？

有时候．．．

觉得自己很傻．．．

喜欢你但又没勇气告诉你．．．

一旦拿出勇气告诉你“我喜欢你”这四个字时．．．

就要有更大的勇气去接受“对不起，我不喜欢你”或者比这些更难听的话．．．

听了这些话还好．．．

最糟的是．．．连朋友都做不成．．．见面有如陌生人般．．．连招呼都不打笑也不笑．．．

这种情况让人心痛如被刀割过．．．难以承受．．．

该说傻还是无知呢？？

＝＝

为了你改变自己．．．竭尽所能的把自己以前的坏习惯改掉．．．也许你没发觉．．．

但今天我发觉了．．．我洗人鸟人的功力大大减少了．．．原因嘛．．．也许是比以前少洗人了吧？？

知道你不喜欢．．．尽力改变自己把自己变成你喜欢的类型．．．．

但你却不知道．．．

默默地付出真的有用吗？？

唉

U will always be my love ....
In this world , everyone believe there's true love around .... However does it really exists ?? No one knows !!!
In this thousand million people in this Earth , I met u , a very special person , does this mean there's a predestined relationship between u and I ?? While I'm still thinking this problem , I wonder how could I fall in your trap - A LOVE TRAP .... 
Oh No ! My heart is capture by u .... how could I suffer in this pain ? Everything of mine have totally capture by u .... u re so charming and attracting .... What can i do now ?? Be frank with u ?? or just doing nothing waiting for the time to pass ?? I'm exhausted .... someone pls guide me to the best ways ?? A lot of reason need to think twice or else ..... the consequences from this decision will make me regret for my whole life .... 
If I be frank with u .... I wonder u will start to escape from my sight or worse no more friendship between u and I .... Thats a very horrible facts for me .... But .... If I didnt tell u my thoughts .... I afraid I will regret one day for being so coward .... Am I too useless ?? 
I think u must ve a lot of admire .... how u would choose me ? Haiz .... maybe i should stop dreaming from now begin .... but ....I cant do that .... sometimes i try to make myself busy to avoid being missing u ..... but ..... ur sweet laughing and sound has totally crave in my heart .... It cant be demolished ..... I will never forget u in my whole life .....

I wonder whether theres is miracle in this world .... Hope it exists .... Could I ve the honour to make  u to be my gurl ?? Providing me the chance to let me take care of u in ur rest of the life .... and never forget me ?? Hope this all could become true ..... 


I LOVE U .....**